Dumb?

People kept calling me dumb/idiot (based on the lost-bag incident) for leaving my things at the back unattended. But now I say, your're dumb. Why? Because you failed to think and see a different perspective than what is seen. What do I mean by that?

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku, dalam bulan Ramadhan ini, Engkau kuatkanlah imanku agar aku dapat beribadah dengan lebih banyak dan tekun lagi, supaya aku tidak terlalu taksub dengan dunia hiburan ini.

That is what I always doa during my prayer. And I cried at home, the night I lost my bag. Why? Not because I lost my bag, but because He has answered my prayer. This shows that he's been with me ALL the time.

Because each time when I want to pray, or recite the Al-Qur'an, or do any ibadah, I can't. Even if I do, I will delay and delay and delay and won't do it religiously. Why? Because my laptop is always in front of me! In another words, my laptop is the distraction that keeps me away from doing my ibadah. There's always something to do in my laptop, either necessary or unnecessary.

So what did God do? He takes away the distraction from me! Not by malfunctioning or inserting a virus at my laptop, He does it even better, He makes it disappear from my sight. Honestly, now I felt much better now that the key distraction (my laptop) is gone. Because now that my lappy is gone, I have nothing much to do. And when I have nothing much to do, I read all the religion books that I bought for how many years ago, but NEVER read them. See how hypocrite I can be. Beli buku2 agama but never reads.

So, Alhamdulilah, now that my lappy is gone, I can concentrate ALOT MORE on my ibadah. I've been reading and upgrading myself alot on Islam these few days. Knowing the proper way to wudu', the proper way to solat (memperhalusi solat), and all the doas' and the sunnat2 solat. Not only did I read, but I also practice. Yup, been doing alot of the ssolat sunnat like Tahajud, Hajat, solat sunat wudu' (did you know that this solat exist?). There's also solat sunat mutlaq in which this solat is just for people who wants to pray.

See, sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui. If my laptop is still with me, I wouldnt do all this.

So now I said you're the dumb one. Why? Because I'm here with all the pahala while you're there doing nothing ...