Ketenangan

I don't know how to say this, or at least i don't know how to say it to you, coz I'm not an expressive person too, but let me just write what's in my heart ...

You have made a HUGE impact on my life and I don't think I can ever repay you for that. Thank you so very much and yeah, I feel guilty for not being able to tell you or share with you about my thoughts. Perhaps I don't have anything to say to u, or maybe I can't say it to you. I don't know.

Yez I'm just your ordinary typical dumb and ignorant kid. I do not know what love is, I do not appreciate things, I'm not true and I'm not sincere. But I'm growing and learning to be better, to be modest and a khalifah balance with iman. So give me time ...

I know I did so many wrongs to you. Stop saying that I did nothing wrong becoz I know I did. You don't have to apologize because you have done nothing wrong to me. Sorry to make you cry over the phone. But thank you for always being there for me and showing your care for me. You know, its good to know that someone cares for you, and its even better to know that that person show it to you.

I'm prepared to not meeting you for the rest of my life. And please, forget about me. Your mind deserve to think about someone whos is better, someone who appreciates, and someone who's true and sincere. You have sacrificed and helped me enough, so its time for you to do things that you really want and to concentrate on your life.

I have nothing more to say but to say that you are the best person I ever met in my whole life ...