Tonight

Tonight is just sooooo funny!! kan ernie kan!
hahahahahahhahaha super farnie lah!!
we should do this again sometime

Song?

These are my current favourite songssss...

Jessica Simpson - Where you are
Farawahida - Hilangkan segalanya
Azharina - Elegi Sepi
Rem - Erti kasih
Rossa - Takdir Cinta

Tgh feeling2 forrrrr _________

I failed ...

Aku ingin menjadi imam di dalam setiap solatmu

It's my responsibilty. But I guessed I failed ...

Ketenangan

I don't know how to say this, or at least i don't know how to say it to you, coz I'm not an expressive person too, but let me just write what's in my heart ...

You have made a HUGE impact on my life and I don't think I can ever repay you for that. Thank you so very much and yeah, I feel guilty for not being able to tell you or share with you about my thoughts. Perhaps I don't have anything to say to u, or maybe I can't say it to you. I don't know.

Yez I'm just your ordinary typical dumb and ignorant kid. I do not know what love is, I do not appreciate things, I'm not true and I'm not sincere. But I'm growing and learning to be better, to be modest and a khalifah balance with iman. So give me time ...

I know I did so many wrongs to you. Stop saying that I did nothing wrong becoz I know I did. You don't have to apologize because you have done nothing wrong to me. Sorry to make you cry over the phone. But thank you for always being there for me and showing your care for me. You know, its good to know that someone cares for you, and its even better to know that that person show it to you.

I'm prepared to not meeting you for the rest of my life. And please, forget about me. Your mind deserve to think about someone whos is better, someone who appreciates, and someone who's true and sincere. You have sacrificed and helped me enough, so its time for you to do things that you really want and to concentrate on your life.

I have nothing more to say but to say that you are the best person I ever met in my whole life ...

can i say that i'm bored?

Any good movies to recommend? My type of good is NOT 2 Fast 2 Furious, Harry Potter, Transformers, Dark Knight, Hancock...you know that sort of movies.

Oh and I googled yahoo.

what do you do

What do you do if you know someone who's extremely close to you, doing some things that shouldn't be done?

Where you are

Okay firstly, when I create multiple entries in a day, it means I'm high.

Kemarok ngan lagu Jessica Simpson - Where you are!!!!!
I think ernie will like this song. Ernie dgr ernie...dgr lah kandai!!!
hehehehe

One Intended

For those of you who are dying to know the meaning behind one intended, I'll tell you. (Even if you don't care, just pretend to k)

So One Intended means Nothing! Or to be more specific, it has no meaning! So that means my blog has no meaning? Err well...here's how it goes

Once upon a time...LAME!

When I created this blog a zillion years ago, I was obsessed with myself...

Back to what I was saying... I was obsessed with the song Unintended by Mouse...Muse. So originally, I wanted to put my blog address as unintended, but it was taken by someone who called herself Lisa (May God bless you, if you know what I mean). Then, I wanted to put like iintend or intended or something like that, but I think it was too short. So lastly, i think of a number to go along with the word 'intended'. And the lucky number is One! Applause for number one! Hurray!! And I think it looks pretty nice as a long word ---> oneintended. Nice kan! I like the 3 e's that makes it looks somewhat peaceful.

Yup thats about it.

High

Yey Ernie Sulastri tagged me! I'm ecstatic as hell!!!! lol Please do note that some answers are just for entertainment. Tiada kaitan dengan yang mati ataupun meninggal.

1. The first person who tagged you is: Ernie! She's the only person that tags me. Because she's the only person who would do such thing.

2. Your relationship with him/her is: Matair. Ok lah just frends.

3. Your Five impression of him/her:
*Puts family above everything
*Erm...loving?
*Seductive....hahahahaha
*Romantic...hehehhehe
*Awesome!!!!
*Kandai!!! hahaha

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Hmmm...Just smile

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you: She said that I'm hot. And she said more than once okay! hehehehehehehehhe

6. If he/she become your lover, you will: Hug her 24/7...hehehehehehehe

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she will have to improve on will be: Nothing...i like her the way she is...

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: Penyapu die!!!

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: Maruah. maruah...hahahah kan ernie kan...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
I want to penyapu her. hahahah then hug her. hahahaha hohohohoho huhuhuhuhu

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: KANDAI!! hahhahahah..and cute!

12. How you think people around will feel about you: I'm too hot for their eyes. This is an honest answer. No arguments will be entertained

13. The characters you love of yourself are: HOT LAH SEYYY!!!

14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are: I can't have a girlfrend becoz my fanz will be in a total chaos if i have one. So i think i should have a boyfrend instead.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is: Ziana Zain! No!!! who wants to be like her. Hahahah taklah. erm. I want to be like Rasullulah s.a.w

16. For that people who care and like you, say something to them: Get a life!!! hahahaha no lah i love myself...and u all

17. Pass this quiz to 8 people that you wish to know how they feel about you, pass to people who have blog only:
1. Ziana Zain
2. Sameer
3. Oprah Winfery
4. Taufik Batisah
5. Hady Mirza
6. Mao Zedong
7. Tina Jailani
8. Yang Tien

18. who is no. 6 having relationship with? What u mean having? He's an arwah.

19. is no.3 female or male? Can't decide. Maybe conphuse

20. if no. 7 and 8 are together: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA I can only laugh. Kecian my lecturers.

21. what is no.2 studying about? Some It related course. Beware, he will learn how to hack!

22. when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? Just now. We talked about world peace.

23. what kind of music band does no.8 like? He likes Ziana Zain too. He's the president of the fankelab.

24. does no.1 have any siblings? Hell yeah!

25. will you woo no.1? Like duh!

26. how about no.7? Ms Tina is constantly looking for me. I think she's the one thats trying desperately to woo me.

27. is no.4 single? No. He's attached to me

28. if no.4 die, what will you do? I will tell Sulinah.

29. what is the surname of no.5? Ermmmmmmm...

30.will you woo no.6? Even if he's still alive, no.

31. what is the hobby of no.6? Ermmm...

32. if you are down, who will you go to & why? I would like to keep this answer private pleaseee.

33. if you had only 5hrs b4 u die, who would u wanna spent time with &why? Ernie, Tina Jailani, Yang Tien, Jovi, Ayu.

34.do you feel like smacking your friend face or appreciate them if suddenly he/she say actually they hated you? I will sayyy... *do i look like I care?* Then...KANDAI! then...penyapu2 die.

35. what are u feeling now? High. Extremely High!

Writting!

ARGH! I'm writting this malay story entitled Kiblat Ku (promote sket ehem2...) and I forgot all the bahasa and ways to describe wind, hair, feelings like tears, happy etc2. Its been over a year since I last write. arghhhh!!!

I still rememeber during my secondary school days. While other malay students memorize words and phrases, I chose to put my interest to good use. Since I'm always listening to malay songs, I used the lyrics for my malay composition. Habez lagu2 ziana, ning, and lyrics2 by ahmad fetri yahya aku kebas! hahahah

AZ & ZZ

Erm...Anuar Zain is having his concert in Singapore at the Esplanade on 8 November. The cheapest tix is $60. BUT, the most exciting part is...

Ziana Zain is also coming to watch the concert. She has already bought a VIP tix! YEY!!!!!!!

I don't know y im excited. huhuhuhu

Sorry

Sorry...

And i think that from now on, I'll just smile and keep quiet. It seems that I've been making sooo many mistakes these past few days. I don't know. Maybe I'm just

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lonely....?

Or maybe because I have no one to talk to?

But seeing you releasing your anger or whatever things you want to talk about...thank you for that. Because that is something I can't do. Well, it feels good after that isn't it?

Sameer

I would like to thank my dear friend, Sameer, for wasting his time finding blogskins for me and helping me put it. I like this skin! Its so dark. Nice! Thanks again Sameer for clearly wasting your time for my benefit.

I talk like this to him but he knows how much I appreciate his help. Right Sameer?

Lailatul Qadar

Starting from tomorrow, there will only be 10 days left till the end of Ramadhan, which means, in the last 10 days of Ramdhan, on one of the nights, akan timbul satu malam yang penuh bermakna, iaitu malam Lailatul Qadar. Jadi, muslimin dan muslimat digalakkan supaya beramal dengan lebih banyak lagi kerana tiada siapapun yang tau bila malam tersebut. Tapi, jikalau anda percaya dan membuat amal dengan ikhlas dan bersungguh-sungguh, insyaAllah, Allah akan menemukan anda dengan malam tersebut.

Tanda2 malam Lailatul Qadar yang aku tau ialah, malam itu sangat sunyi. Tiada bau sebarang nyawa pon. Daun2 pun tidak akan err...move?

If you really want it that bad, insyaAllah you will have it. But you have to prove it to Him that you want it. How? The answer is in your heart.

Anuar & Ziana - Keabadian Cinta

Ziana and Anuar duet...
Ziana Zain's voice sooooo doesnt suit this song. Hahaha

A letter to me?

Assalamualaikum ...

Bits n pieces s reflection ... so abt dat filmg tg or wadever u wanna do in life, HE knows wads best 4 u ...
... continue to ikhtiar n put into action (persevere n endure) to realise ur dream ... Insyaallah, he will always b er 4 u.

but if u get wad u want, remember to remain tawadduk n practice wad uve preached ... Sentiasa bersyukur kepadaNYA n jgn lupa diri let alone HIM. If its ur rezeki, tak ke mana ... it remains urs !

Even if u fail, at least u try n learn fr the experience s a self-reflection. That makes u grow into a better person. For all u knw, he has in store tgs that u least expected.

Beliv in HIM n urself, m sure u can do it !

tke cre
Ruzanna

Sexy voice

Remember yang tien's voice on the last day of the term? Yez, thats currently the state that I'm in now. I've been coughing non-stop these few days and it seems to affect my voice. Now I can't talk properly. But sound sexy though, I like! hahaha

Bloggg

I have nothing else to blog, so im blogging this. Erm, these are the compulsary blog that i will go to everyday.

Ernie - guitarlovernie.blogspot.com
Sulinah - tehsusu.blogspot.com
Nadhirah (i told u after i type sulinah automatic kuar nadhirah) - deathsweetseduction.blogspot.com
Adi Luqman - adiluqman.blogspot.com

If I have nothing better to do...

Hakim - haq89.blogspot.com

I think thats all I supposed...

Chipmunks sang Ziana's Dingin

Ever wonder what will it sound like if chipmunks sang the ever high picth song, Dingin? Well, look no further, look this video!!!



My comments - Its super scary! high picth die mak oi!! Aku nye tekak plak tibe sakit ni...

Video Clips

Reading from Ernie's entry, I too wanna talk about video clips.
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaahhahahahahahahahahahahaha

A video clip is VERY important to an artist because a good vclip can attract more audience and listeners. The song might not be good, but if the vclip is good, people would slowly began to like the song too. Of coz everyone knows this, but its sad that money is always the issue of why vclips don;t turn up nice. *Takde duit dik*. Its even sadder to see some of the best song end up on a shitty video. Some of them are...(Oh btw im talking about malaysia's vclip, because ziana zain is a malaysian!)

Dingin - Ziana Zain


Ingin ku miliki - Dayang Nurfaizah (the song isn't that nice either)


Bunga-bunga Cinta - Misha Omar (I dont really like this song but alot of ppl does)


Bisakah - Siti Nurahliza (this is by far her best vid ever, but becoz its siti, im being biased)


Biarlah Rahsia - SIti Nurhaliza (This is called ABUSING EFFECTS, now i understand y tina hates effects)


ok i lets dont drag this...now the better video clips

Bunga-Bunga Cinta - Misha (director by an INDON director, sooo much better)


Sampai Syurga - Faizal Tahir


Lagu Untukmu - Meet uncle hussain (cant deny that the song's irritating tho)


Izinkan ku pergi - Kaer


Menadah Gerimis - Ziana Zain (composed by Agnotti's extremely far cousin, Azmeer, MAY FAV COMPOSER!)


Awan yang terpilu - Ning Bazooka (the best vclip i ever seen!, but too bad the song very slow and draggy)


Cramu - Nikki feat. Zahid (in terms of entertainment, this besttttt)


Elegi Sepi - Azharina (this is ok, but this is one of my fav song!!!)


of coz theres alot more but this is just some that i could think of right now...

Oh and that time when I went to Kl to see Ziana Zain's raya concert, she treated her fanclub Zianafolks (ard 40ppl) Nasi Lemak at Bangsar. And some of then asked her why vclip for dingin so the takde harapan. She said that it was the company that did it for her. In other words, its the completely the company's money and Ziana has no say. So she has to give in lor. She herself didnt like the video actually.

Berbuka Puasa Bersama MGBD

Since most of them are not always online and I've lost my hp, which means all of their contacts, which are not worth remembering. NO lahhhhhhhh main2 je...Ernie gave me an excellent idea which is to advertise it at my blog.

I've decided to fulfil Agnotti's wishes of breaking fast together. Rmb one of the days when we r doing our projects, then suddenly Agnotti said something about breaking fast together? Remember or noT?!!!

Anywayz, since I assume no one's doing anything about it, I've decided to take proactive measures and to organize this. heh

And since everybody's into saving money these days, I've also decided to break fast at a MASJID! Yez everyone, its masjid. Now, knowing me, I will have theories to support my decision righttt.

Ok so why mosque? Well, its not everyday you break fast at a mosque right? And the food is free (ok this may sound abit bad). But think about it, after that we can all terawih together and gain pahala right??? So 2-in-1. Rather than breaking fast outside (which we have to pay) and then we may forget our responsibility, which is to pray (which may result in getting DOSA). You will feel very different when you break fast in a mosque. Really, suasananya berbeda. You will feel more grateful and appreciate what you have.

So the chosen masjid is......

MASJID SULTAN! (bugis)

WHY?

Because only in masjid sultan, we can sit and mix around male and female. Other mosque, the male sits one corner and the female, the other corner. But in masjid sultan, its not separated so we can sit together!!! Best kannn...

So, any objection? If you have, plz comment on the comments...

Oh the dates are...ermm lets see...

This wednesday - friday? Not all of the 3 days but one of the days. YOU decide ok. We dont wan to go on a weekend becoz it will be crowded.

Wanita - Siti

Lagu Wanita nyanyian Siti Nurhaliza yang sedang hangat di kalangan peminat-peminatnya yang syok sendiri, kini menjadi kontroversi apabila didapati bahawa lagu tersebut telah terlebih dahulu diberikan kepada penyanyi Indonesia, Elfee ape ntah.

Lihat video ini
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWbt8hJP06A

No wonder the composer gave it to Siti, coz obviously Siti sang it like 100000x better than the ori singer. Errr...why am I siding Siti?

Photo

I think my blog lacks photos and pictures. Hell it doesnt even have one since I created it. Maybe I should start cam-whoring alone in this room. Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu ...

I miss Photobooth ...

some random qns...
What would sheep count if they had trouble sleeping?

Pandi...

Ok my post has nothing to do with the title...

Yesterday watched this French movie at Arts Central, Les Choristes or The Chorus. Nice sehhhhh....

Then before that, watched the movie 21. About a super intelligent guy who was introduced to gambling by his own lecturer. Since he has a super IQ, he figured out the probabalities and mathematical whatever of all the ways to gamble and ended up winning ALL games. COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL sehhh...

Oh and I've decided I want to be different from me frens and so, I'm not gonna put a tagboard or shoutbox or wateva u called it.

Sinar Lebaran

Saw the sneak preview of Sinar Lebaran on Suria just now. Looks so meriah! There's artists like Farah Asyikin (???P, Abon (the comedian), Aliff Aziz (perlu ker?), Maiya Rahman (yey), Dayang Nurfaizah (oklah), Fauzie Laily (his the host, erk), Hady Mirza (SUPER YEY), Taufik Batisah (can lah) and many many many moreeee...

Kan satu2 artis kene komen ngan aku...

And taufik and hady did a duet of some sad song I think. Er...ade ape2 lagi nak ckp?

Dumb?

People kept calling me dumb/idiot (based on the lost-bag incident) for leaving my things at the back unattended. But now I say, your're dumb. Why? Because you failed to think and see a different perspective than what is seen. What do I mean by that?

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku, dalam bulan Ramadhan ini, Engkau kuatkanlah imanku agar aku dapat beribadah dengan lebih banyak dan tekun lagi, supaya aku tidak terlalu taksub dengan dunia hiburan ini.

That is what I always doa during my prayer. And I cried at home, the night I lost my bag. Why? Not because I lost my bag, but because He has answered my prayer. This shows that he's been with me ALL the time.

Because each time when I want to pray, or recite the Al-Qur'an, or do any ibadah, I can't. Even if I do, I will delay and delay and delay and won't do it religiously. Why? Because my laptop is always in front of me! In another words, my laptop is the distraction that keeps me away from doing my ibadah. There's always something to do in my laptop, either necessary or unnecessary.

So what did God do? He takes away the distraction from me! Not by malfunctioning or inserting a virus at my laptop, He does it even better, He makes it disappear from my sight. Honestly, now I felt much better now that the key distraction (my laptop) is gone. Because now that my lappy is gone, I have nothing much to do. And when I have nothing much to do, I read all the religion books that I bought for how many years ago, but NEVER read them. See how hypocrite I can be. Beli buku2 agama but never reads.

So, Alhamdulilah, now that my lappy is gone, I can concentrate ALOT MORE on my ibadah. I've been reading and upgrading myself alot on Islam these few days. Knowing the proper way to wudu', the proper way to solat (memperhalusi solat), and all the doas' and the sunnat2 solat. Not only did I read, but I also practice. Yup, been doing alot of the ssolat sunnat like Tahajud, Hajat, solat sunat wudu' (did you know that this solat exist?). There's also solat sunat mutlaq in which this solat is just for people who wants to pray.

See, sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui. If my laptop is still with me, I wouldnt do all this.

So now I said you're the dumb one. Why? Because I'm here with all the pahala while you're there doing nothing ...

How I lost my Life ...

It happened 2 days ago when my Sec school friend Jayasri called me to help her on her assignment. Not actually help but rather to do it for her since I know designing and she know nuts about it. So off I go at Ang Mo Kio Banquet (no I didn't eat) to meet her. Around 5.30pm, my laptop's battery almost died, so we proceed to the library to charge it. Around 6.40pm, though her work still hasn't finish yet, I told her I need to go off to break my fast at Ang Mo Kio mosque.

So off I went there happily (with my things still with me) and reached there around 7pm. The food there is self-service so you have to pandai2 amek. I took Chicken Rice, plus a dulang of Nasi Briyani and some cakes. At this time, my bag isn't with me becoz I left it at the ik'tikaf area (the area meant for praying).

Then after everything's done, around 8pm I left the mosque to walked around with my handphone and headphone. And no, I didn't carry my bag with me, its still on the mosque.

When I return for Isya', yes its still there, as I expected. Good. Then I went to put my headphone and handphone at my bag and left it at the back as I went to pray at the front. When I put my bag there at the back, I felt something wasn't right and kept staring at it for awhile. Hmmmm, and for some reason I put my hp inside my bag, coz usually I kept it in my pocket. Hmmmm ...

Then I went to pray at the front for Isya' and after that, Terawih 8 rakaat. THEN, when I went back to get my bag, it was GONE!!!! My bag which has my wallet, laptop, house key, hp and other stuffs, ARE GONE!!!!

So what do I do? I inform the masjid people about this and apart from feeling sorry for me and telling me I shouldnt leave my things at the back because there's been alot of thefts in the mosque, one of them said that he will try to check the camera and if he found something, he will contact me. But uptill now, no calls from him. I doubt that he will find anything coz the camera is located far away from where I placed my bag. Hmmmm

What's worst is that the next day, I was supposed to meet this guy (Kak Ruzanna's good fren) for a jod interview as a freelance graphic designer. My hope is that I could save some money for the film-making, but uwaaaaaaaaa

I guess I shall end my story here...

And btw, u dun have to say im an idiot for leaving my things unattended blah blah balh coz Ive been there!

Lost

I lost my handphone. I lost my laptop. I lost my house key. I lost my bag. I lost my wallet. And I've lost a friend.

And you think you had a bad day.

Losing my laptop = losing all my school works, my songs, my personal stuffs, my movies, my collection of plug-ins of after effects, and half of my life.

Losing MY after effects = not being able to design flyers for zianafolks annual dinner, t-shirt for our redang trip, doing my portfolio ...

And you still think that you had a bad day.

Tagged!

Yey I got tagged! huhu

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
- Hmm, maybe Paris?

2. What's your favourite things to do?
- Compose songs, listen to good music, pray, mengaji, watch good movies.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
- Yes, but it can never last

4. If you were given a chance to receive something,what would it be?
- Money

5. Things you can't live without?
- LOVE.

6. What are you afraid to lose?
- Everyone around me.

7. If you win $1 million dollars,what would you do?
- Donation, waqaf, parents, direct my own movie, buy things for people.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
- Directing my own movie. *Its coming true*

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
- Ah I need a few years to think about this. Haha no lah. She's sweet, nice, understanding.

10. What makes you happy?
- Seeing other people happy and being close to Him.

11. What type of person you hate most?
- The one that likes to lie

12. If you have a superpower what would it be?
- Storm from x-men! Dari kecik aku nak power die!

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
- Right now money, because I really need money.

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
- People? My parents. And those whom I'm close with

15. If you have a boyfriend,would you die for him?
- If I have a boyfrend, I would be gay.

16. Who's the last person who hugged you?
- If I'm not wrong, I think its Rizal from zianafolks. Quite some time back though

17. What is the one thing that you want to do badly right now?
- Eat. Because I'm fasting and hungry from all the sneezing since 1hr ago! Pale sakit beb!

18. Who are you close to?
- Hmmmm

19. Are you courage enough to tell the person that you like him?
- Hmmmm

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
- Nah nothing. Im proud of what I am today.

21. 7 things that scares you?
- Cockroach, especially flying ones. Er not much actually.

22. 7 things that you like/love the most?
- My macbook, Al-Qur'an, Baju Kurung, Jubah, Songkok, Food.

23. 7 important things in my room?
-Handphone, hardisk, Al-Qur'an, Jubah, Headphone, Bed, Macbook, charger.

7 people to do this questionnaire?
-Er...Its not like alot of people read my blog. Hmmmm, maybe Sameer, er...then any passerby who happen to read this.

Thank You

Elo! Lame tak blog?

Not becoz I'm lazy, but my internet's uzur for the past week. Only yesterday dah kembali normal.

So many things to share, so many stories to tell, so many feelings to express.

She's right. Its not good to bottle up your feelings because the ending can be hazardous. It's good to share or open up all the difficulties, happiness, and experiences you had in life, be it to your family, your relatives, your friends or anyone you're confortable with. It strucked me to think about my life when Agnotti once asked me *Do you have anyone you can talk to? ...*

Of coz I answered yes. But the truth is, do I? Then I went on telling her that I can talk to or express myself to alot of people. Why is this so? Its because I'm blessed with so many good friends in life, friends that have made alot of impact in my life one way or another. And I thank God for that.

But why can't I talk about my problems to people, the way they talked to me? Is it because I'm not an expressive person? Or I'm very secretive? Or because of my communications with my family that led me to this? I don't have this answer. I'm lost.

That's why I appreciate it alot when people tell/share me about their experience, their hardships, their happiness, or alomost anything about their lives. It means alot to me. Not because I have new things to listen to, but the thought of telling me about your problems is what moved me. Thank you Sulinah for telling me about your 3 yrs 3 mths thingy. Thank you Ernie for telling me about your family, relationships. Thank you Sin Yee for telling me something that you don't want anyone else to know. Thank you Hafiza for sharing me the times you had with ur bf. Thank you Sameer for always being there for me. This could go on forever ...

Especially the little things that my frens did. You may think like what the hell, bende kecik je pon ko leh ingat. What people consider small may mean a big thing to others. I still rmb the first day of the term where Nadhirah ajak me for lunch (not with me alone duh). Thank u for that. And thank you for that time you put a post in ur blog for me to wish my birthday.

Thank you my frens for msn-ning with me. Its a small thing, but I appreciate it alot. Thanks Liyana for asking me where have I been. Thanks Hafiza for all the laughter you gave me during our conversation.

Thank you people for smiling at me when you look at me. Thank you for laughing with me.

Lastly, thank you Kak Ruzanna for constantly worrying about me and helping me out. This is the real blessing of winning Projek Cerpen, which is to meet you. You had made such a huge impact in my life that I feel as if I's a totally different person now. Thank you for believing in me and for always being there for me. I can safely say that you are the best person I ever met in my whole life.

To kak ruzanna, when are we continuing with *Kiblatku*? Lets not just stop here.

How I wish I could meet each and everyone of my frens personally to tell them how much they mean to me in my life and to thank them for what they have done to me. A thank you is not enough, but the least I could do is to sedekahkan mereka dengan secebis doa.

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Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Alhamdulilah atas segala-galanya yang Engkau telah berikan kepadaku. Alhamdulilah di atas segala pahit dan manis yang telah aku alami. Alhamdulilah, kerana Engkau telah memperkenalkan aku kepada teman-teman ku itu, dan sesungguhnya setiap teman ku adalah istimewa bagiku. Alhamdulilah. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Engkau ampunilah segala dosa-dosa mereka, sebagaimana Engkau telah mengampunkan dosa-dosaku di waktu aku menunaikan fardhu Haji. Engkau lindungilah mereka daripada azab api nerekaMu dah masukkanlah mereka ke dalam syurgaMu itu. Engkau kuatkanlah iman mereka di bulan Ramadhan ini, agar mereka dapat tempuhi segala ujian-ujianMu dengan senang, agar mereka dapat bersabar di dalam setiap ujianMu itu, agar mereka tidak terlalu terjerumus dalam dunia hiburan, agar mereka dapat beribadah/beramal dengan lebih banyak dan lebih iklhas, dan agar mereka dapat menjalani bulan Ramadhan ini dengan senang. Pada yang sakit, Engkau sembuhkanlah, pada yang berada di dalam kesulitan hidup, Engkau senangkanlah. Ya Allah Ya Tuhan, berikanlah mereka peluang untuk menemui malam yang penuh bermakna iaitu malam Lailatul Qadar, seseungguhnya malam itu hanya datang sekali dalam setahun. Ya allah Ya Tuhanku, akhir sekali, Engkau berikanlah Ramadhan ini, ramadhan yang paling bermakna dalam hidup mereka, agar mereka dapat keberkatan dan keredhaanMu Ya Allah. Amin, Amin ya Rabbal A'lamin ...