Sleepless

I lay awake sometimes
To comprehend my life
If all my actions I’ve done today
Have hurt you in any way

Afraid to close my eyes
Scared to see the night past
To prepare myself for tomorrow
And to see you there again

Chorus:
And here I am in this night
Trying to make things right for my own, and you
Keep telling me how much I’ve grown and I’ve improved
But still I wonder what went wrong, inside
Because I know
I’ve never been good to you
So I don’t deserve you
So please let go,
let go of me...

Still sleepless in this cold night
Still deep in thoughts about you
The one who always held me tight
The one who wants me shine

And now I can’t seem to forget you
Even if I forced myself to
Coz I’ve masked myself around you
And now I can’t seem to face the truth