That is what happens when I visited way too many blogs, or when I have nothing better to do than to open and close the same blog simultaneaously (Is it the correct spelling?)

I finally cleared most of my stuffs in my mac and now I have 10GB! Hurray!!! Finally I can download the movie Never Back Down! Hurray lagi skali!!

Check!

Ok so now is not the right time to do a blog cleanup in the sense that putting tagboard and design a background. I got alot of things to do. Besides the studio project, I still have to design a T-shirt for Zianafolks Redang Trip next year April. Yez next year april, and they are already on the T-shirt now! SO FAST! One more thing, my creative submission. I'm supposed to gave birth to 16 artwork, but I only have 5! argh!

What shall I do?

Shall I go for an operation? I want to but I'm scared! I only have till next year for the operation. What shall I do?

And I need to go to doctor as soon as possible! I can't delay this anymore. The more I think about it the more it hurst. Kak Ruzanna cepat!!

p/s Sameer plz make yourself available just for one day and help me organize this blog! Although I obviously can do it myself, but like everyone in this world knows, I'm too lazy...

ZOMG!

Ok I was about to write something else here when suddenly this guy msn me something. I'm in DEEP trouble! But I can't force myself to tell him! I thought it was just a play! ZOMG!!!!

And now I totally forgot about what to write here!

Mirror

You can't always have everything in life. You can't be ambitious and wanting to do every single thing. When you are ambitious, people will laugh at you. Why? Simple. It goes to show that you have no focus in life and you do not know which direction you are heading to. Whatever things you do in life, do it with sincerity and always believe and have confidence in whatever you are doing. Only then will others look up and respect you. Not respect in the sense that orang tunduk pada kita but more into people treating you seriously. You know its so irritating when you show too much of your softer side until people don't really bother about you when it comes to work. Yup, I've learned.

Don't do things just because its nice, because others like it, or because the idea is working. Do it because that's what you want to do. People can give you a hell of lectures, ideas, advice, suggestions, but at the end of the day, is that what you want to do? Believe in yourself and InsyaAllah, everything will be fine. And if you're good, people will come to you, you don't have to go to them.

Learn to sacrifice and let go. I believe that life is all about facing the challenges from God. Never ever regret in whatever ways you've done or became. Only through the hardships will you appreciate. Only through the tears will you treasure. Only through the pain will you learn. And only through the sufferings will you find true happiness.

When you break down one day, don't be angry or whine or scream or do something stupid. Mengadulah kepadaNya and rest assure that you will be rewarded in different ways you can never imagine. Subhanallah. I know I have. I have had the best reward in my life and I don't regret why I became like this.

Sesungguhnya dalam surah Al-Inshirah ayat ke-5 menyatakan bahawa *Fainna ma'al usri yusran, Inna ma'al usri yusra.* (I wrote that, so if there's any mistakes in the translation, sorry) Meaning, dalam setiap keburukan itu pasti ade kebaikannya. And its repeated.

Just to add, don't always view things in a negative ways. Work on your strengths and eventually, it will overcome your weakness.

Just be yourself!

I'm happy to see you happy ...Enough of doing things for others! I just want to pamper myself and do something I'm proud of.

Zianafolks

Heloo heloo heloo!

Den baru balik dari zianafolks outing tadi. Penat noh walaupun stengah hari je! Al-kisahnya, dak2 zianafolks malaysia ni datang singapore untuk bertemu dengan den yang comel ni ha (walaupon). Outing ni terbagi kepada 2 hari, saturday dan sunday. Wah dah jadi cam reporter plak kan.

ANywayzzz...

Den cuma hadir hari sunday sahaja. Ini disebabkan den ditempiaskan oleh assignment2 skolah yang tak habez2 ni ha!! Sekarang ni pon tgh stuck ngan typography, mood bod, style frame yang tak habez2 since friday!! (bila anda bace statement tu, tone anda harus increase kepada marah sedikit yer)

So tadi kite breakfast dekat Hajjah Maimunah tu ha. Meja makan kitorang dihiasi oleh kuih2 yang cantik2 dan warna-warni belaka yang hanya sekadar perhiasan sahaja kerana tiada sape pon yang makan kuih tu noh! Lepas tu, kitorang pegi ke Hard Rock Cafe store (take note that ini pertama kali den pegi building ni. Sebelum tu tak tau menahu pon tentang kewujudan HRC ni). Di sini, bro ezam nak sangat baju HRC tu kan. Lepas tu, kite bertolak ke Orchard dan Bugis di mana mereka membeli hias-hiasan seperti cawan2, keychain2 dan sebagainye. Baju ade beli tak? Ntah eh.

Selepas itu, kite bertolak ke tempat kerja janzz di mana sape2 yang nak, dapat aiskrim Anderson free! Double scoop u! Jeles I tau, I tengok diorang menjilat2 aiskrim tu. Mase tu, den tak selera nak makan aiskrim, tapi bile dah difikir ni, patut amek je u! bende free kan! tak tau lagi ker muke2 spore ni yang tak pantang2 nmpk bende free ni, lagi2 makanan. Huhuh jahat plak aku ni.

Dan akhir sekali, kitorang pon ke lavender kerana its time to go home. Sedih kan, lagi2 teringat kat Kak In ku yang tak berkesempatan untuk beli baju superman kat bugis tu ha. Mati2 die nak beli tu, tapi mase tak mengizinkan.

Sebelum mereka naik bus, ade jugak pergaduhan WWE antara kak rin dan kak syco ni. Al-kisahnya, Kak syco yang berasal dari mesia ni bagi kak rin yang dok spore ni some cash. Untuk ape pon aku tak tau lah, tak ambik tau pon. Tau2 jerlah walaupon org2 spore ni suke bende2 free, tapi kalo pasal duit, kami memang sopan. Jadi, berlakulah pergaduhan tolak-menolak antara dua beradik ni ha. Cian duit tu, berpindah2 tempat. (duit pulak yang dikeciankan kannnn) Kejap kat kak rin, kejap kak syco, kejap kak kuzza, kat haq, kat nura, kat kak in. Sampat haq kene *rogol* oleh kak in tu.

Dan lepas itu, mereka2 pon menaiki bus, dan pulanglah ke negara masing2. (cakap macam satu2 dtg dari indon, dari uk, dari egypt, dari japan bagai kannn).

kan tgk aku ckp ni pon dah terikut2 diorang ni ha.

jikalau anda mahu join zianafolks (fanclub terunggul malaysia, jgn marah) silalah ke zianafolks.net for the forum.

Thankz to all Zianafolks who turned up for the event! Your presence is greatly appreciated by me (us). lol!

Thousand Lies ...

They are nice poeple. Its just that when they are in a grp, everything starts to go haywire. They can't control themselves nor other people's feelings. And then, they start to blame her. Those violent words that comes out of their mouth ...God knows.
Its too hurting for her. Then they said that she's overreacting over something small. What is *small* actually? Different people has different perception of *small*. What is small to them might be big to others.

Or maybe I'm the one overreacting?

Lesson for today - Think before you talk.