Its Over. Say Goodbye

Believe or not, the Robinson's project is finally OVER! No words can describe the feelings I felt when I left the electronic theatre. And to my 3 dear grpmates: Agnotti, Sulinah, Nadhirah (automatically after i write sulinah mesti nadhirah). Its been a wonderful time working with you people. Sorry I didn't contribute much to the project, both on ideas and technicallities. But Good Job (hancock)

Now that the rob's project is over, people might think that I'm very free. But NO! I'm still busy. I'm always gonna be busy. Why? Because I like to keep myself occupied. I still have to design the t-shirt for zianafolks, and the Redang trip that we're having on April next year. And I'm re-doing alot of my previous projects (who am i, advertisement etc2) so that I can have a better portfolio. And since fasting month is near, I'll be bz-ying myself travelling all the different masjids in Singapore for Terawih. Sape2 nak join? And I have another very very big project going on. But now we need money. Hopefully we could get enough budget to start the project.

Friday!

Today is officially FRIDAY! I'm like so the happy! hahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha
But I'll be even more happier after 4 or 5 pm coz thats when the presentation ends!!!!!!
happy lah sey!!!
FInally I can have a life!

Tetris

While fanaticly playing tetris just now, I thought of this ...
Dengar tau

Life is like a game of Tetris (hehe). Its your choice to decide where to place each piece that is given, and each place you put has its own consequence, whether it may fit or not.

make sense kan!!! yey!!!

Friday dear

Please Friday, please appear quickly! I need you badly! Don't leave me in this madness alone oh Friday my love. Right now, your're everything to me! I need you! Please don't brake my heart!

Kiblatku

The feelings' getting stronger day by day. I want to do it.

KEYNOTE

AKU NAK BUAT KEYNOTE!!!

The Call (Don't wait for me)

I'm in love with the song - The Call by backstreet boyz!!

Dingin sedingin-dinginnya

Just got a news from zianafolks.net that Dingin is out from carta Muzik-muzik!!! The sad thing is, it only managed to stay for 9 pathetic weeks. The most shocking and weird part is, the week be4 it went out, it was at no.9 (out of 20), and the next week terus out! How could this be?!! From no.9 to out! If there's only 10 songs in the chart, then it makes sense lah. Tapi ni 20!! Argh sad plus angry!! Must be some political reasons!

Anywayz, Im currently addicted to Backstreet boyz plus Westlifes' songs. Call me a dork all u want.

?

Feeling very down lately, especially when I reached home. And being even more quiet. I don't know. I'm just not happy. I don't know what to do.

Biarlah Rahsia

I was watching tv and came across this video clip of Siti Nurhaliza's Biarlah Rahsia. Its such a pathetic vclip! No doubt its very very beautiful in terms of visuals. But all the effects and motives are so redundant!! Doesnt suit the song at all! They should have the vclip more down to earth and humbly done. Maybe they can even show Siti when she's at the most depressing state of her life, to enhance the phrase *Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku*. Thus, this is one of the worst vclip ever made. Its not about the visuals, its about the concept. Well, sometimes visuals do contribute, but usually its the concept.

But everybody still know that Ziana Zain's Dingin and Melara Jiwa is one of the worst vclip in history.

Feelings

I'm in a weird position now. I felt like I'm playing with people's feelings and I don't like it. But is it their fault for assuming when there's no declaration? Argh I just want to come clean with them!

HSR

I was reading Agnotti's blog when I came across this phrase from one of her entry that made me laugh like there's no tomorrow.

Hopeless social retard ...

Waiting ...

Movies that I'm DYING to watch:

Susuk (Just released)
Dukun (Masih diperap, or is it banned?)
Muallaf (New Movie by Yasmin, but not yet released)
Never Back Down (A long released movie)

Bile nak tengok?

Borrow?

It suddenly triggers me to write something about the new season of Jeritan Sepi. Yes you all might have realised that there's a new season of Jeritan Sepi, but with totally new cast and storyline! Extremely different from the previous Jeritan Sepi that we know, with the infamous CIk Leh. That show created a phenomenal in the industry whereby it sets a record of the highest rated programme ever. I cant remember what the percentage are, but nonetheless, its amazingly huge.

And so, the question lies, why do the production team has to borrow the title for the new season? Its a completely different casts, storyline and has nothing to do with the previous seasons mind you! Don't they have confidence that their so-called new season of Jeritan Sepi will be able to make it? Come on thats so unoriginal! *Tumpang glamer*. Oh btw, the new season is called *Jeritan Sepi: Memburu Kasih*. Why not just use Memburu Kasih? Do they want to make a compliation of all the different Jeritan Sepis? I doubt so. They are just tumpang-ing glamer of the success of the previous Jeritan Sepis. I can't stand it!

If you guyz remembered the previosu JS, the first season was named *Selagi Ada Kasih: Jeritan Sepi*. Yes the opening tagline was SAK, not jeritan sepi. Remembered the successful show Selagi Ada Kasih where Era farida was the talk of the town? (Suddenly reminds me of pinching) Again the production team was not convinced that their show would make it, so they decided to borrow the title from the previous successful show Selagi Ada Kasih. Irritating kan.

Only when Jeritan Sepi create a major impact whereby it even overshadowed the success of Selagi Ada Kasih, the production team used just Jeritan Sepi for the season 2 opening tag. EEEE cam nak cekik2 production team tu!

Another great example is Rahsia Perkahwinan whereby the second or third season has nothing to do with the first season. Just because the first season was a success, they decided to tumpang glamer fro the next seasons. As a result, the drama FLOPED! Its floped ok, jangan nak pandai2 argue ngan aku kate show tu successful juz becoz korang suke show tu.

So, why must you borrowed titles? So that the new drama would be a success? Or just to attract attention.

Like I said, if you do things with sincerity, insyaAllah everything will be fine.

No title ...

I just got a new hardisc today! Thankz Kak Ruzanna for accompanying me and giving me suggestion! Its a portable one (plug and play), unlike my previous one which needs to be plugged in first.

Oh, I was fasting today and this morning, I woke up ard 1pm and ate some cakes without realising that I was fasting! (Nak cakap alhamdulilah ker astaughfirullah?) Haha. Lucky my mother tegur me.

And Projek Rentak winner is Novella CInta. Yucks that song is so Jamal Abdillah. I want Lafaz!

My sister's getting a baby gerl sooooooon! And she's put my mother in-charge of giving the baby a name. If I were in her shoes, hell no! I'm gonna give my baby the name that I CHOOSE. Hmmm, what name eh?

Insyirah?
Iwana?
Marsya?
Zafirah?

or 2 syallabus like

Haza Iwana?
Laila Nisa?
Iffah Wasilah?
Izah Nasirah?

Ok fine I come out with the weirdest name.

WAIT!

Maybe should steal one of my classmates name. Sulinah, Nadhirah, Agnotti?
Or maybe one of the characters from sesame street. Ernie? Elmo?
Or maybe a character from pokemon. Siti Pikachu? Nur Charmender? Sri Squirtle?
Or maybe should just put Ziana.

Yez I think Ziana is the perfect name!

Projek Rentak

I was eating Mee Goreng that my mother bought me from geyalng when I saw the news showing the final 2 contestant from Projek Rentak! Argh I'm so jealous!! But like what Sulinah said to me a couple of months ago, *Ko ingat ko dah menang projek cerpen ko nak menang semua ah*. lol. But Im still jealous!

I don't know what has gotten into me lately. I've been keeping myself very quiet. Even in my studio project group. Not communicating with them much or even with my other frends. I'm more serious lately and even if they talk to me sometimes, I just smiled at them. Hmmm ...

Is it just a dream?

I've always dream of making a movie one day. I've already got the storyline, the settings, part of the script, and even the casting!! Tinggal nak execute je ... huhuhu

Putus Terpaksa

I've given up. My mood's very down and I can't be bothered anymore. I give up. From now on I'll just do as you say as long as you're happy. And when I now that you're happy, I'm happy.

Btw, the title's is Ziana Zain's old song from 1993.

Fenomena

Yez Suria is showing the extremely famous classic movie Fenomena!!!!! The title may not sound very familiar with you guyz but its the Isabella movie!! Yez the infamous Search - Isabella movie!!! FInally!!! I've been waiting that movie for years!! The last time I watched the show was in primary school. And I could still remember the last few scenes whereby the girl died i think but before she died, she recorded her voice saying somethings. Sad lah sey!

The word Fenomena reminds me of the Ziana Zain's raya Concert Fenomena ...

That is what happens when I visited way too many blogs, or when I have nothing better to do than to open and close the same blog simultaneaously (Is it the correct spelling?)

I finally cleared most of my stuffs in my mac and now I have 10GB! Hurray!!! Finally I can download the movie Never Back Down! Hurray lagi skali!!

Check!

Ok so now is not the right time to do a blog cleanup in the sense that putting tagboard and design a background. I got alot of things to do. Besides the studio project, I still have to design a T-shirt for Zianafolks Redang Trip next year April. Yez next year april, and they are already on the T-shirt now! SO FAST! One more thing, my creative submission. I'm supposed to gave birth to 16 artwork, but I only have 5! argh!

What shall I do?

Shall I go for an operation? I want to but I'm scared! I only have till next year for the operation. What shall I do?

And I need to go to doctor as soon as possible! I can't delay this anymore. The more I think about it the more it hurst. Kak Ruzanna cepat!!

p/s Sameer plz make yourself available just for one day and help me organize this blog! Although I obviously can do it myself, but like everyone in this world knows, I'm too lazy...

ZOMG!

Ok I was about to write something else here when suddenly this guy msn me something. I'm in DEEP trouble! But I can't force myself to tell him! I thought it was just a play! ZOMG!!!!

And now I totally forgot about what to write here!

Mirror

You can't always have everything in life. You can't be ambitious and wanting to do every single thing. When you are ambitious, people will laugh at you. Why? Simple. It goes to show that you have no focus in life and you do not know which direction you are heading to. Whatever things you do in life, do it with sincerity and always believe and have confidence in whatever you are doing. Only then will others look up and respect you. Not respect in the sense that orang tunduk pada kita but more into people treating you seriously. You know its so irritating when you show too much of your softer side until people don't really bother about you when it comes to work. Yup, I've learned.

Don't do things just because its nice, because others like it, or because the idea is working. Do it because that's what you want to do. People can give you a hell of lectures, ideas, advice, suggestions, but at the end of the day, is that what you want to do? Believe in yourself and InsyaAllah, everything will be fine. And if you're good, people will come to you, you don't have to go to them.

Learn to sacrifice and let go. I believe that life is all about facing the challenges from God. Never ever regret in whatever ways you've done or became. Only through the hardships will you appreciate. Only through the tears will you treasure. Only through the pain will you learn. And only through the sufferings will you find true happiness.

When you break down one day, don't be angry or whine or scream or do something stupid. Mengadulah kepadaNya and rest assure that you will be rewarded in different ways you can never imagine. Subhanallah. I know I have. I have had the best reward in my life and I don't regret why I became like this.

Sesungguhnya dalam surah Al-Inshirah ayat ke-5 menyatakan bahawa *Fainna ma'al usri yusran, Inna ma'al usri yusra.* (I wrote that, so if there's any mistakes in the translation, sorry) Meaning, dalam setiap keburukan itu pasti ade kebaikannya. And its repeated.

Just to add, don't always view things in a negative ways. Work on your strengths and eventually, it will overcome your weakness.

Just be yourself!

I'm happy to see you happy ...Enough of doing things for others! I just want to pamper myself and do something I'm proud of.

Zianafolks

Heloo heloo heloo!

Den baru balik dari zianafolks outing tadi. Penat noh walaupun stengah hari je! Al-kisahnya, dak2 zianafolks malaysia ni datang singapore untuk bertemu dengan den yang comel ni ha (walaupon). Outing ni terbagi kepada 2 hari, saturday dan sunday. Wah dah jadi cam reporter plak kan.

ANywayzzz...

Den cuma hadir hari sunday sahaja. Ini disebabkan den ditempiaskan oleh assignment2 skolah yang tak habez2 ni ha!! Sekarang ni pon tgh stuck ngan typography, mood bod, style frame yang tak habez2 since friday!! (bila anda bace statement tu, tone anda harus increase kepada marah sedikit yer)

So tadi kite breakfast dekat Hajjah Maimunah tu ha. Meja makan kitorang dihiasi oleh kuih2 yang cantik2 dan warna-warni belaka yang hanya sekadar perhiasan sahaja kerana tiada sape pon yang makan kuih tu noh! Lepas tu, kitorang pegi ke Hard Rock Cafe store (take note that ini pertama kali den pegi building ni. Sebelum tu tak tau menahu pon tentang kewujudan HRC ni). Di sini, bro ezam nak sangat baju HRC tu kan. Lepas tu, kite bertolak ke Orchard dan Bugis di mana mereka membeli hias-hiasan seperti cawan2, keychain2 dan sebagainye. Baju ade beli tak? Ntah eh.

Selepas itu, kite bertolak ke tempat kerja janzz di mana sape2 yang nak, dapat aiskrim Anderson free! Double scoop u! Jeles I tau, I tengok diorang menjilat2 aiskrim tu. Mase tu, den tak selera nak makan aiskrim, tapi bile dah difikir ni, patut amek je u! bende free kan! tak tau lagi ker muke2 spore ni yang tak pantang2 nmpk bende free ni, lagi2 makanan. Huhuh jahat plak aku ni.

Dan akhir sekali, kitorang pon ke lavender kerana its time to go home. Sedih kan, lagi2 teringat kat Kak In ku yang tak berkesempatan untuk beli baju superman kat bugis tu ha. Mati2 die nak beli tu, tapi mase tak mengizinkan.

Sebelum mereka naik bus, ade jugak pergaduhan WWE antara kak rin dan kak syco ni. Al-kisahnya, Kak syco yang berasal dari mesia ni bagi kak rin yang dok spore ni some cash. Untuk ape pon aku tak tau lah, tak ambik tau pon. Tau2 jerlah walaupon org2 spore ni suke bende2 free, tapi kalo pasal duit, kami memang sopan. Jadi, berlakulah pergaduhan tolak-menolak antara dua beradik ni ha. Cian duit tu, berpindah2 tempat. (duit pulak yang dikeciankan kannnn) Kejap kat kak rin, kejap kak syco, kejap kak kuzza, kat haq, kat nura, kat kak in. Sampat haq kene *rogol* oleh kak in tu.

Dan lepas itu, mereka2 pon menaiki bus, dan pulanglah ke negara masing2. (cakap macam satu2 dtg dari indon, dari uk, dari egypt, dari japan bagai kannn).

kan tgk aku ckp ni pon dah terikut2 diorang ni ha.

jikalau anda mahu join zianafolks (fanclub terunggul malaysia, jgn marah) silalah ke zianafolks.net for the forum.

Thankz to all Zianafolks who turned up for the event! Your presence is greatly appreciated by me (us). lol!

Thousand Lies ...

They are nice poeple. Its just that when they are in a grp, everything starts to go haywire. They can't control themselves nor other people's feelings. And then, they start to blame her. Those violent words that comes out of their mouth ...God knows.
Its too hurting for her. Then they said that she's overreacting over something small. What is *small* actually? Different people has different perception of *small*. What is small to them might be big to others.

Or maybe I'm the one overreacting?

Lesson for today - Think before you talk.